Its been three years since he came back from Iraq. Since then he hasn't been able to get hard for more than 30 seconds or cum at all. We have always shared a very active healthy sex life and even engaged in some swinging. But, all of that changed after he went away. . .he never really came back. And now year later, I am starting to be rigid and even hate myself. Sex, good sexualy release, and erotic exchanges are part of lives pleasure and passion. I have missed that so much! Now, this weekend he is away in MD for a vet confrence. He told me before he left that I could do whatever I wanted and find someone to have "fun with." I told him i wouldn't/couldnt. . .but, not its nighttime and I am alone, I had a couple glasses of wine, and Im reconsidering my original plan. If the right candidate came up, I would be willing to invite you over and experience the fruit of life again. I can't risk disease or anything, so must be clean and play safe. Local only, as this is my only chance.