It hasn't even been a week, and I am falling apart. I cry at random times, because I know I'll probably never see you again...or at least in that way. I cry also because I wonder if I did the right thing, cutting you out of my life so suddenly like I did. I know I play games, but you know you do too. I couldn't take it anymore. But I have to be honest, I don't know why I'm still so pulled to you, after all the ups and downs...the drama...we've been through with each other. I miss you like crazy, and it truly hurts inside because I've been told you're completely over it...just like that...at the drop of a dime.